FOLCWINE, fengel

[fengel]

CAN WE PRETEND
that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars i could
really use a wish right now wish right now wish right now

FENGEL FOLCWINE*

The reason why Fengel does not have any friends have most of the part nothing to do with his personality. His dressing style is too much for much students, plus his points of view at some things do not fit to everyone. The boy has generally a calm and kind nature. He is friendly to almost everyone who wants to talk with him. He does not mind people’s differences and even excuses some of mordor's people for their behaviour because he knows that it is caused and created by the family they come from and propaganda. He believes that all people are born pure and innocent and it is their environment, their family and their friends that create them. He loves his family more than most teenagers do, but he also believe that their raising is just small guidelines and that it is his own job to find his personality and path in life. He wants to break free from the role the “society” has put on him and just “be”. He knows that it is expected of him to be a typical son of a blacksmith, a typical teenager and a typical nature loving boy. He is trying to break these laws by acting differently and sometimes his actions are quite “non-caring”. He is not completely against wars, since he knows that battles have always existed. Though he is against how wars are created now a days – this is a very important part of him that people usually misunderstand.

Fengel is a typical boy. He can do well in reading classes if he pulls himself together and work for his goals concerning knowledge. But sometimes he would rather go outside and discuss important matters with people than study. He is average at reading - not good not bad. He is not one of the best students in class, but neither is he the worst. He can actually be pretty great if he pulls himself together. Being a teenager, Fengel does not have anything against partying and having fun – as long as everything is done with a firm hand. He hates when people are too drunk and getting his emotions and actions controlled by liquor. He usually drinks beer because he knows that it is something he cannot drink a lot of and can therefore not get drunk like that. But still being rather young, Fengel’s norms and values have not disappeared completely. To a eighteen year old small town boy drinking is still an adult thing to do and he can still see how weird and foolish it is when he hears older students talk about it. Some people cannot understand what he is doing if he does not hang around with friends and does not work when he is alone. But Fengel is actually good at being alone. There is always something for him to do – and having a wild imagination he sometimes just enjoy sitting quietly and thinking or imagining things.

Fengel is not a boy who shows anger very often. Sometimes he does not care about the person who tries to anger him, or he is really trying to suppress his temperament – which he has learned through the years. Though being a teenager is always hard and with the hormones flying around everywhere it is not often that he manages to follow his own guidelines. Fengel does not like yelling, and he almost never does it. Instead he is very good at discussions and keeping his focus on the person. If he wants to hurt him or putting them down, he does not do it through anger (or at least he tries not to). He does it through discussions which he is quite good at. But if it happens that the other person argues better than he does, Fengel cannot help getting a bit disappointed and irritated. He does not like to admit that he was wrong. If he has hurt the other, he does not mind apologising though, as long as the other sees his own mistakes as well. He believes that there shall always be two to make things bad and he does not mind talking about his feelings and problems that could be.

Fengel really likes animals. He sees them just as important as human beings and he works as hard as he can to help where he can. He does not mind oliphants or dark animals since he knows that most of them have not even chosen to be that way. He also feels sorry for some orcs now and then - yes he is a weird boy. He is often found in the stables with the horses - petting them. Or just having a friendly conversation with them. What the boy does not want to admit, but what is clear for everyone else. The main reason why he likes animals is because they do not judge him like people do. They are pure and only act by their instinct which he really finds fascinating to watch. Most animals like him because he appears calm and controlled around them. He is not afraid of any kind which already gives them a reason to feel both protected and less stressed around this kind of human being.

I COULD USE A

dream or a genie or a wish to go back to a place much simpler
than this cause after all the partyin' the smashin' and crashin'

hey there. so my name is el. i also play sauron, “eru”, tom and alvin . i happen to be gender and i've blown out twenty-two candles. if you want to contact me, no sweat. just pm me! but check me out in action. I would like my character to be human and my final last words are edited by admin!

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